On Hope And Delusion, And The Future Of "Intelligence."

I keep saying that people should try to get out of the human box, but practically none of them manage. Those who believe themselves to be prime intellectuals will usually tell me that "There is no box!" and be done with this irritating bitch.
Humans are intelligent beings, the only ones in the universe (except for those legendary 'alien who think exactly like humans - which is why we need to beware of them - that they sometimes speculate about. Why aren't they visiting us already ?). So if there is someone for whom no boxes exist, it must surely be them - humans, especially intellectual humans, the cream of all creams.

It's the tragedy of this stage of biological evolution, that has reached a level of associative potential but cannot focus it for being welded to the reflective, emotional drive-sphere that life foms need in a merciless evolution, to survive and be more successful than others rather than objectively successful - as seen from outside the box.
The hominid is, by its ability of making the ignorance of the existence of boxes (IEB) into a law that it will tell me "stands above the laws of nature" (sic), condemned to fall back into the lower regions of the evolution it rose from, because its level of awareness proves to provide an insufficient image of reality.

This is so as the more conscious primates became of their surroundings, and of how complex and dangerous reality could be, it not only developed means to change that environment, but also measures how to mentally avoid that reality, not think about it by creating alternative realities in its mind, dreams, illusions.
The human being evolved into being delusional, highly "reality-resistant."
Being delusional is therefore a human right That the human will defend to the last, it's the most potent drug it craves, it's an essence humans can hardly do without.
Its most obvious manifestation is hope. Humanity would long be extinct without that, and hope and wishful thinking go together well.

That humans are unable to see beyond their animal drives is something we all know from experience. We plan and act short-term and with little understanding of the long-term effects on the environment. We fail to understand other life forms, whom we instead expect to understand us, and mercilessly 'punish if they don't - this proves our high intelligence. Repeat it often enough, and you'll believe it... you've been taught this since you could understand human language, which took forever - but you don't remember that because your brain is anything but a precise recorder of information... just pointing out a few realities here.

So what is the ultimate human hope ? The afterlife of course.
Life before death sucks as it's somehow still ridden with realities, but after...
Look at the Muslims, they're convinced, at an average IQ level of 85, that they have found the Ultimate Perspective of Everything (UPE) in the self-projection into omnipotence of a delusional, entirely uninformed bedouin, and they insist on knowing nothing else, or else, which is a great example of how the human mind works.
So what will they do in said afterlife, paradise, heaven ? Live like they live on Earth right now, only much, much better. More of everything, and lotsa fornication. This proves they're not just animals, see ?
Yo. That's all humans are able to imagine/project with their famous 'intelligence,' and that's why I'm saying there is a human box, and that humans are not an intelligent species...

Not in the sense of rational intelligence at least. Humans are philosophical animals, and they had created a mythical world full of dark romance and legends, and while that has been totally destroyed by mercantilism using science as a market-enhancing weapon, a vacuum was created instead, and that vacuum is killing the West, killing culture, killing humanity's power to resist sinking into a Mouse Utopia like a species of rodents - because without using our delusionality's strong side, as in spirituality, we're nothing but scavengers, led by psychopaths whose only desire is staying on top so they can live in wasteful luxury, which is relative (no rich exist without the poor, they always need something a little bit better. This is why a rich man of the 1500s would look like a backward peasant on unhealthy fare today, lower middle-classs maybe.

This is why humans, herd animals who only strive to have high status withing  the peer group, will fight for relative riches, for "economy," till the ecology of the planet breaks down, even the rainbow warriors. The "Green" politicians all have villas in Tuscany, they're in the windmill business... humans have a hard time to care about anything but... humans, of course. That is the human box, and the natural limit of human intelligence. There's no way out, most don't even understand it exists.

There are now movements (besides Islam) that fanatically work to ensure that scientific progress is stopped, that mankind steps out of the evolutionary process and stays in forever stasis, and to reach that goal they are deconstructing the educational system and trying to enforce the criminalization of both truth and logic...

(This essay is unfinished. Too little time so far)

Why Stay When You Can Catch The Galaxy Train ?

I tested this out but I'm unsure if it would be wise to try and market it ;)
The subject is unpopular, fear being the key...
And even if I sold a parcel at $ 500 or something, wouldn't statal actors be interfering in the name of 'human ethics,' as in FEAR OF REALITY ?
So, here's the tech, use it if you must.

CO, pronounced "see-oh," is NOT the hipster drug for EVERYBODY, especially NOT for young Simians on a bad trip - it's sort of a one way deal - it's really just for THE FEW whose alternative would be slow death, and who therefore prefer a fast one. In such a case, how to get out of the brutal evolutionary box? How can I void my personal share in decentralized entropy slightly before it's due?  #suicide #boredom

#carbonmonoxide #co #formic #sulphuric #demise
You either stay beyond the self-consciousness horizon or are above it, in the latter case you understand that all this will end, and that you can at least influence how and when that happens if you take the initiative, rather than being a plaything of circumstance like any old low-IQ primate.

For practical reasons, as historical actors did, I have chosen the Carbon Monoxide method to esplore, and the formic-acid/sulphuric acid method for its generation. This post deals with how probably best to go about it in practice - I will supply photos and information.

We will theoretically use a hermetic room with a volume of 10 cubic meters or, in lieu of that,  a car of ~5 interior cubic meters, we use 6 liters of formic acid and 6 of sulphuric, several plastic containers and plastic tubing, and water (to filter out unpleasant, aggressive acid fumes).

The setup will guarantee that within the perimeter, a CO concentration of about 2.5% or 25.000 ppm is reached, which will secure the switching off of most brain cells, causing painless demise inside a few minutes of inhalation.
Is this so far understood ? Then we can begin with our four practical chapters, at the end of which there will be lights out and no more exceptional IQ before the sows. What we see as intelligence is counter-evolutionary, anyway - we want egalitarianism now,  go straight backward into the mud flats to take the species right out of that objectivity jazz forever.

ZERO (0) - introduction. This. It's already done - go away now.
ONE (1) - the hardware, mixing and fabrication of the chemical(s)
TWO (2) - fact sheet : chemistry, biological use of CO in air-breathing sentients
THREE (3) - pictures + miscellaneous

ONE (1). Hardware in this case should be on the overkill side, using a 10 cbm room to create a CO atmosphere of more than 20.000 ppm, where basically 1.600 would be sufficient if somewhat frugal. Meaning we need not be entirely squeamish about detail... first, 6 liters each of the necessary acids, this being 85% formic acid and 98% sulphuric, simply because that's what they had lying around at the drug stores. You may not get both from the same place, probably being a discreet individual. 
I chose a large water 55-l-container from a hardware/garden store at 50 Euros, that beige one in the pictures. I did a test with a small amount of both acids, in smaller containers (see images) to find out how well this works with little effort, and it worked exceedingly well. I am using 1 3/8th" green tubing to connect the container with the acid fume filter (see image), from which the CO gas will then stream into the, uh, bed room. I made this little extra bed room really comfy and cozy of course.

The reaction is controlled by a plastic bag inside the container - the formic acid must be entered directly into the container first, beware of the fumes, then follows the bag (do wear plastic gloves and handle acids like eggs always, have a full water jar close by in case you have to wash off acid drops) and finally, once you're serious, the sulphuric is added into the suspended plastic bag, which is then dropped and the opening closed and screwed down tightly (I use additional teflon tape to seal off all screwed and/or stuck connections). We're not going to waste anything, are we.
Then, the container must be patiently shaken not stirred, for a couple of minutes - after 4-6 minutes, the reaction will stop. You can now feel that the container has been warmed up by around 30 degrees or so, by the chemical reaction. 
Zoom through the green tube...

The CO, coming from the filter, 'washed' by the water inside it, goes straight into an arrangement of plastic sacks, which gives me the option of containing the CO for maybe an hour (I actually fit three such sacks into one, it  can be done, to stop the CO from escaping and ruining the act, you can never be sure something is 100% tight. I tested that as well ;), inside the 10 cbm room, slice them open with a razor blade... to let the gas escape at will.
Time to be able to savour your favorite alcoholic concoction, and cuddle inside a prearranged body bag with a good book, and get this all exactly the way I want it (don't over-complicate it though. Isn't that what life is about for the advanced human primate ? The only thing you won't be able to get rid of, in the cozy room or car or tent, is the horrible morbidity of it all.

TWO (2). In essence, death is always (defined as) brain death, as the human miracle angel is really just a biological life form, an ape, the emanation a genome uses to replicate itself, a mammal with a central nervous system to steer its entire metabolism, a system also known in part as a brain. It consist of billions of nerve cells connected to lots more in the body parts... once a decisive part of the brain (a massive organ) is damaged beyond repair, the entire organism stops working and begins to decay. 

What counts for us is that the part we delusionally identify as 'us,' the conscious=awake circuits of the brain, go right to sleep, and never wake up again.
To assure this, we (only) need to kill a relatively small but essential part of the brain straight at the center where it all connects... and make damn sure of that - not the so-called "higher functions" that deal with interesting fantasy constructs as life after death or gender theory. Bullshit won't kill you...
Assuming we wanted to reach this goal by shooting ourselves in the head, then we would have to take a very disciplined, sober and educated aim, the way professional killers do.

Of course, even a bad shot would most likely kill us because the overall trauma would damage most of the brain, but there is too much insecurity in that - we want it painless, risk-free, so to speak. So we don't shoot, we don't gulp pills (too indirect). Hanging is a good method, as one Jeff E. recently proved, or was proven, all of this is death by asphyxiation - brain no longer gets oxygen, goes into exhaust-sleep. If well done, it's a cool death but there are anti-strangling reflexes to mind.
Some breathe in nitrogen or helium etc., exchanging that gas for the necessary amount of oxygen... abt 2/3rds of our air is nitrogen, so imagine you just amplify that percentage till  there's hardly any O2 left and you die. Just as an overview.

Seems circumstantial to me. CO is the natural choice (what could be more natural than carbon and oxygen ?), it will immediately adhere to the hemoglobin of the blood through breathing, blocking the normal oxygen off about 250:1, and the entire body will go to sleep, the entire brain will stop functioning all at once as all oxygen is rapidly replaced with CO. No alarm, just loss of function. Now that is perfection ! It just takes a few seconds and is the most perfect way to asphyxiate, yet.

There are NO negative side effects to CO as such.
There are negative side effects to losing consciousness, to dying of course, as the organism dislikes to give up its function and has built-in alarm mechanisms and reflexes, which we however manage to entirely avoid. Asphyxiation/lack of oxygen can be uncomfortable if you use other methods than CO, or very low concentrations, dying itself can cause spasms etc. Here are the CO levels you can successfully work with, and symptoms that have been observed, that are not caused by CO, but by lack of oxygen as such :

1,600 ppm (0.16%), (1.6‰) Headache, increased heart rate, dizziness, and nausea within 20 min; death in less than 2 hours
3,200 ppm (0.32%), (3.2‰) Headache, dizziness and nausea in five to ten minutes. Death within 30 minutes.
6,400 ppm (0.64%), (6.4‰) Headache and dizziness in one to two minutes. Convulsions, respiratory arrest, and death in less than 20 minutes.
12,800 ppm (1.28%), (12.8‰) Unconsciousness after 2–3 breaths. Death in less than three minutes.

I wouldn't be too concerned about headaches etc., it's comparable to studying in an overheated, overpopulated library in winter - what, nobody does that anymore, study ? They all watch porn ? Yeah I know, we're going back to the caves again - relax.
What does it matter ;)

THREE (3) I'm adding the images here in a more or less chronological order. Read the description above and things should fall into place.

I'm using more of the green tubing actually, leading through wall from bath room (where I mix) to bed room. This is another reason for the additional CO-containing sacks (see below)

Filter box : will be 70% filled with soap water. I tested, and it will filter out all the (substantial and dangerous) acid fumes. You could add an extra charcoal filter above this but that's complicated. This will suffice - I tested it, no problem.

Simple trash bag insert for the sulphuric. S is heavier than F and will rapidly sink to the bottom, so you have to shake the container for about 5 minutes, to assure maximum reaction between the two substances. F will disintegrate into CO and water, which tends to slow down the reaction... S will stay as is, but be thinned, while the CO mostly leaves through the green tube, to be caught up in the sacks (minus 50 liters which stay inside the container). The S (H2SO4) can later be re-used - by the undead, though certainly not by yourself if you're successful, which is likely.

I tested with 2.5 liters S + F each, and got about 150 liters of CO in the sack.
There's another 50 l still in the container of course, it will stay there.
As you can see, I did this (store the CO-in-a-sack) test without using the acid fumes filter. It's a simple way to find out exactly how much pure CO you can produce - no need to invest in  fancy gadgets.